A Little Evangelism, while trying to figure out life

The thing about worrying is that it's kind of completely pointless.

If you can't do anything about it, then you can't worry because it will happen regardless.

If you can do something, then you should do it, therefore not worry about it.

Say you are worried about a test.

You can study.

So study and don't worry about it, because you've done what you could.

Say you are worried about someone cheating on you.

They'll do it whether you like it or not.

You can't do anything about it.

Therefore, you shouldn't worry about it.

They made their choice and you have to realize it wasn't meant to be and move on.

Say you are worried about someone dying.

It will happen in it's own time and whenever it happens is when it was meant to happen.

Now I'm not really viewed as a religious person.

I believe in God, but I don't go to church.

I believe in God, but I support Gay Rights.

I believe in God, but I am Pro-Choice.

I believe in God, but I believe in science.

I'm a biology major, therefore I am a Satanist in some people's minds. But the truth is, I need God just as much as the next person. And I believe that God is the only one who knows my plan.

I want to be an oncologist when I get done with school, and I believe that God will only take me there if that's where I am meant to be.

When I begin to worry, the only thing that can bring me back to happiness and a calm manner is reminding myself that God knows what he's doing.

When I stress about a test, I remember that God has my back and won't give me something I can't handle. Like my biology test, I studied and still thought I was going to fail, but I got a B.

When I stress about my boyfriend or exes, I remind myself that God knows what is best for me and he will, in his own way, help me out. Even if it's not what I want. He guides me from guy to guy, you could say that He guydes me. Ha, puns. He knows who I am going to marry, and he shows me through other guys what I don't want in a husband. He shows me that I want someone that I can make successful children with, just like science would like. He shows me that sometimes breaking up is the best thing, because I can do better and he's guiding me to someone who is better.

All of this guidance helps lead you to a better life, the life that you are supposed to live.

I don't mean to God dump on your computer screen, it actually wasn't where I was going. But it's what I believe. I believe that knowing God and believing that He knows what he's doing is the best and most rewarding stress reliever that's not on the market. 

I have to remember to take a step back and let God guide me to where I belong.

Right now, He has me at a great school, with great friends, an awesome roommate, and some questionable food, oh and I guess a pretty good boyfriend. He even gave me my family, who I wouldn't trade for the world. I'd say that He knows what He's doing, simply based on the blessings He's given me.